this is how we like to do it in the murder scene

i don't feel well right now. i feel like something is wrong but i know nothing is and it's ruining a relationship. so i'm trying really hard to find the thing that is wrong but i know nothing is. and by ruining things, i mean they're becoming really awkward and talking to the person has just become really hard when just two days ago it was the easiest thing i could do. and i'm afraid that i'll lose the first girlfriend i really liked, it just scares me to think that. maybe practice will make things better, it usually does. so that's where i'll go. but i honestly don't know what has changed in the past three days. usually it's the easiest thing to pinpoint but right it's the hardest thing to find.

and by the way, go see harold and kumar go to white castle when it comes out, it's hilarious.

FRIDAY, JUNE 18TH, 2004
KICK IN THE PANTS and TAJ MOTEL TRIO

7418 Goshen Court
Manassas, VA 20112 (my house)

free show and it starts at 7:30

well it's time to move on, almost done with full length CD.
should be out in the coming month, Turn Off the TV and Skank</p>

 

but you really need to listen to me, cause i'm telling you the truth, i mean this, i'm okay
trust me

a drunken kiss was not something i wanted last night, yet i got it. had i known "spirits" would have been involved i would've stayed home and watched cartoons. i am not a big fan of watching close friends get sloshed/plastered/whatever other clever euphemism there is for drunk. especially watching her get drunk and then listening to her cousin telling her to drink more. her cousin was actually saying this, "if you don't finish it's considered alcohol abuse." so she was allowing her young cousin to drink (which is a little okay) and she was encouraging her to drink more. at a party of four i was the only sober and probably the only one who will remember the night for what is was worth. a night worth a little more than a few laughs and deeds i wish could be undone.

but like i told her cousin, if you're going to drink go ahead and do it, i'm not going to tell you what to do.


i used to say i was egde by circumstance well that has changed. seeing as i could never get my hands on anything, and the few times i did, it was never fun. but after last night:

edge by choice.




"i'm sick of your sad songs and sing-alongs, i kind of like it when things are wrong."

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cause if it isn't i'm going to be very angry

( boredom strikes )

can't get enough of this movie. damn it's good.

the book is equally as good. but i lost the book.

"It's like the mist is what's pretty, ya know? All gold and silver."
"Hmm."
"Too bad it can't stay like that all the time."
"Nothing gold can stay."

"Stay gold, Ponyboy. Stay gold."

"You like popsicles?"

"Do i ever!"

"Well then, why don't you come down to the cellar? I got a whole bunch o' popsicles in the freezer."

"No thanks, mister"

"Get your fat ass back here."

FUCK AP ENVIRONMENTAL SCIENCE.
the most tedious class. EVER.
the work is easy but hella tedious.
i fucking hate it. well not so much hate
as dislike a lot. so i was bored today and
drew a pretty picture of the shadow falling on
the paper. i traced the shadow then drew a picture
within the shadow, i liked it. everyone was happy.

but you're, you're addicted to the drug of lust
a detox in the cold sweat of shame
and i love your game

underscore fucking rocked
evan's hair is black and purple-blue
need to get some hair color
i need red hair
or black hair with red on one side
like how it was with the blonde

i ride on 15 inch rims bitch

it's tired and true
more subtle than you
there's a lull in your stereo
and it's calling for you

it's not a lie if you believe it
it's no mistake if it's always repeated